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Oct. 13th, 2008

I'm back. Earlier than I expected. Things didn't exactly work out. It feels odd to be in such a big space. My room was so small I started calling it home because it was cozy, not cramped. No drama, no dogs , no cats, it was tidy as I could make it and things weren't so damn complicated. This office feels so huge to me but I was suppose to be in a cramped office stretching my legs out when I could and chatting with my coworkers. Now i'm at home frustrated and emotionally drained. I had a disagreement with my boss. To make a long story short, it's my boss' side that the co owner took and fired my fat ass. I will say I'm not entirely blameless and I made it known that I was willing to apologize. But this one was over everyone's head, and what the owner says goes.

It's too quiet here, even with music on. Back in Rogers, Arkansas, where I was last at, we got our power from a wonky generator attached to a back of a semi. The motherfucker was loud, and it fried almost everyone's TVs the first night we were there, including mine. But I had gotten used to it in the background, and during work, the sound of the crowd and the even louder generator that provided power to the rides and such. When I stopped at walmart on the way home the crowd made me feel, well I guess normal because every night we made wal mart runs. It was where we got most of our stuff. Of course I did that back home too but I didn't do it all the time like I did when I was on the road. Back here I didn't have money, and I had at least 10 bucks on me every night when I was gone.

It was an interesting journey. I have various things I've found at fairs that I'm going to make into a little scrapbook. Mainly fair ads, newspaper clippings about the events I worked, cards for people running for various positions, things like that. Just to say I was there. I have only one picture, and it's of two of the ride jocks setting up the Ferris wheel. I don't have much money on me now, like 15 bucks. Better than nothing.

So it's back to job hunting. Not looking forward to it but I have no choice. It is good to be talking with friends again and hanging with Todd though, I will say that. So coming home early isn't all bad.

I'm pooped. I'll be hitting the sack soon, and hard. G'night.

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burningchaos
Oct. 14th, 2008 02:11 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
desala
Oct. 14th, 2008 07:55 pm (UTC)
Thanks.
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